burnt out

[do0_nct]

jesus fucking christ. this certainly was a week! i'm gonna die i think... i've been procrastinating for so long i just don't wanna do anything anymore lmfaoooo grades actually fucking matter this year though because i'm taking highschool next year! i'm juggling a bunch of barely As and 80s this is GREAT plus i dunno if i wanna exist anymore this entire month so far is like a breakdown... it feels like i'm on a rollercoaster and i'm at the highest point, but its broken so i'm just sitting there anticipating the drop. or maybe i'm literally just free falling and i have no idea all my energy has left me. i need to do a shit load of history stuff math isn't looking good and i have a reading essay draft that was due 2 days ago. when i forcibly make myself pass out so i don't have to do this anymore? then what 😒 anyway you'll see me in like 2 weeks if i don't jump out a damn window